[…] a loveless marriage may have been the catalyst for my entrance to this picture of familial unbliss as a shadow over your marital bed. That is, if there was such a thing. But you two do not share a bed, or even a postcode. The ties that bind you are two little men bearing your resemblance, … Continue reading close your eyes and scream
Áfra János: Little shop of misunderstandings I would like to say, if you were here, I’d calm down, But instead I say, your constant absence upsets me. You would like to say, you would be next to me if you could, But instead you say, we cannot always be together every day. I would like … Continue reading Little shop of misunderstandings
I packed my bags and left. Got on a plane with a one way ticket and began a new life. It has been over six years since I made the decision, the evening of my determination still vivid and clear in my mind. I had just received notification that I was accepted to university, when standing among … Continue reading Groundhog (holi)day at ‘home’
Two weeks of radio silence. Not the longest ever, but it may turn into it. I don't know, that's the thing. Adoration isn't love, said Anne Brontë. For so long I fooled myself. Mea culpa. No. You know what? It's not my fault.
A week after your disappearance, I am sticking with the silence. Two can play the game even if we both know there will be no winners. But whilst I sit in my cold room listening to the intermittent midnight traffic and the incessant pattering of the rain on my windowsill, I can imagine what if. For … Continue reading Unsent Letter #2
I would like to contact you, but I know I can't. I have been here before, and I always gave in first. Breaking the silence, begging for attention and fighting to keep it going. Not this time. You told me you want some time, so time you shall get. I will not tell you about … Continue reading Unsent Letter
Journal writing / soul & purpose searching questions, courtesy of Eat Spin Run Repeat. 1. What would you do if you knew you couldn’t fail? I would lose weight. I would implement a body nurturing habit regime. I would apply to jobs i really wanted. I would start dating. I would write a book. I would … Continue reading Question Time